One of the most difficult parts of these glamourous meetings was the use of language. I couldn’t use words that softened the blow. I couldn’t use language that you would in front of your friends. Straightforward, that’s all I had to work with. Since then, I have become the bluntest person you know. I had to use the most precise wording, so as not to confuse the educated citizens of the jury chosen to make or break this case. The verbiage was overwhelming, a few things made my voice shake and others made me clench my jaw. Even the crudest, rude, and obnoxious person would hesitate before saying what I had to say in front of strangers. Those people wouldn’t even say it in front of their friends. There wasn’t much even she could do to save me from it.